honestly, don't like reality.

that may be the reason I like so much to fantasize around things, feelings, future, what become to be a curse, cuz I expect so much and always get nothing and that's what frustrates me the most.

so why don't we live day by day and just let things go.

god I hate me those days of expecting, wish I couldn't expect for things to come, wish I just didn't think of anything when they came to nothing, but all the time it's already late, I caught me thinking and having delusions about something I wish never happend to come up in my mind.

GOD, I DEFINITLY HATE THESE DAYS OF DOUBT AND ANXIETY.