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Dear little boy, I liked you a lot, but I still can't understand how I did. It has something to do with my sense of solitude at the time, you don't match with me in any point, and that's what I like in you, maybe. But I can't deny I like you, you're funny in your own way. I used to be attracted to anyone who directed attention to me. Thank you for everything. You may know that I'll never forget you, even when you turn into some crazy guy at forty with all your beliefs, what surely will happen. Wish you the best. Always, and you can believe that.

Dear almost-a-junkie, I wish we could have spent more time together without getting high. I wish to know you more, if you could stop getting high any time you get the chance, what may be everytime we see each other. We had this sense of jumping on everything we see just to get out of this life. But we had great time together and I will never forger you, although I think I don't know you at all. You're a shell, boy and that can destroy you. But you're still here with me.

Dear love of my life, the long distance was the hardest thing, but time can heal every hurt although can't heal memories. You're a remembrance now, and I think I was so desperate to find someone to my life at that time that I just went too deep with you, and believe, now I see I messed up everything, not you. We will always need to be free whatever happens to us. You had that fear that I thrown on you and you had your rights to be scared. Completely. I will never ever forget you because the happiest time in my life you were around, but I know that time was some kind of fake happiness, and that's what can confort me the most in not having you anymore. Thank you for everything.

Dear ex, I guess I could tell you that I wasn't that much into what we have since a long time, but I swear I tried to make everything right, what was completely wrong and messed up with us both. Things happen, I don't know everything and will never know. But believe me, we had good times together! And the sex was kind of good. But so frequently that I was tired of our bodies. I needed a break that you couldn't give me. I know you wanted more, but staying with you meant deserting me.

Dear ex-friend, I liked you SOOO much, you were everything in my life at a time. You we so important! But you had to leave just to live your life with someone else and I swear I wished you hadn't abandoned me that way cuz that is one of the hardest things in my life. Loosing a friend like that. But you will aways have a place in my heart. I'm afraid we don't have nothing in commun nowadays. And I can't come to visit you, I know I couldn't feel confortable in your house anymore with everything that happened.